Actually it is impossible to state wether it was expected or not.
Looking backwards, it was somehow expected, it has the huge burden of people expectations written all over it. Is was condemned from the beginning.
Its no one fault, I keep repeating myself. It has to do with love. And not being corresponded its nobody fault.
The question lies in: did I did my best? where have I failed? it feels everything. but must not be true.
I feel alone. Lonely. Very lonely. Even if I was with a crowd I would be alone.
It hurts, like nothing before. It is just like when you have the most wonderful dream and something wakes you up, and you try, and try again to sleep to go back to the dream, and sometimes after days of the dream, you still want to go back there... but deep inside you know thats no turning back, it is just over.
Nothing will be the same.
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